Wow just stumbled across this old blog of mine and it couldnt of come at a more appropriate time. I have been feeling very dissapointed with myself and the fact that I am 79kgs.
The reason I have been hard on myself is that I was down to 75.1kg at one stage. After reading this blog however I can see how far I have come. In my past two blogs I was talking about getting below 80kg and I got there, so i should be happy for that.
I still have a long way to go though. I am getting married on November the 6th and I want to lose some more weight not gain it.
17kg to lose so 17weeks if I work hard. Wedding is 29 weeks away so potential lose could be 15kgs at the lest and 29kg at the most. I dont need to lose 29kg however so 0.5kg per week would be awesome. I just have to figure out how i am going to lose the weight.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Friday, November 7, 2008
Fat Pictures - Half Way
Well i decided to be brave and post some pictures. I wasnt however brave enough to make my blog public. I have to admit when these pictures where taken, I made no effort to dolly myself up or even do my hair. I am usually alot more attractive and well put together than what I appear in these pictures. Anyway looking at these pictures I can see I still have a very very very very long way to go, but a lot less of a way to go than when i was 104kg.
Nearly everyone at work now also is trying to lose weight and are also having good success. It is good in the sense that we are all on the same page (except for the one or two skinny minnies) It means there are alot less pies floating around the office and not so many tempting smells. My collegue whom i am quite close to seems to be losing alot quicker than I and also it seems people are noticing it on her alot more than me, even though I have lost double what she has. I think it is because i have lost it over a longer period and also that she is four inches taller than me which makes it more noticable.
My family doesnt really say anything (except for my partner) i have to always prompt them and ask "have I lost weight, am I looking good" . They tell me I am but not without prompting. I just think that I have always been the fat one of the family and the rest have been all trim, but lately they have all increased a little in size and perhaps they are concerned about that.
Anyone enough rambling. I am off to veiw surgery sites.
Nearly everyone at work now also is trying to lose weight and are also having good success. It is good in the sense that we are all on the same page (except for the one or two skinny minnies) It means there are alot less pies floating around the office and not so many tempting smells. My collegue whom i am quite close to seems to be losing alot quicker than I and also it seems people are noticing it on her alot more than me, even though I have lost double what she has. I think it is because i have lost it over a longer period and also that she is four inches taller than me which makes it more noticable.
My family doesnt really say anything (except for my partner) i have to always prompt them and ask "have I lost weight, am I looking good" . They tell me I am but not without prompting. I just think that I have always been the fat one of the family and the rest have been all trim, but lately they have all increased a little in size and perhaps they are concerned about that.
Anyone enough rambling. I am off to veiw surgery sites.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Weight Loss - Diet Ticker
So I have decided to start blogging my weight loss. I have come along way since starting my weight loss plan. Until now I have taken pictures and measurements and placed them in an exercise book. I have decided it would be better and easier however to just do it on line from now on. When I get around to it I will scan my old pictures - my true before pictures and put them on my blog as well.
For me I started out at 104.5 kg around April 2008. I now weigh approx 83.7kg naked. I feel i have lost alot but still feel like the old fat me mentally. When i look at pictures of myself i can see how far I have come but on the other hand I can see how far I still have to go also. I would like to ideally be around 62kgs.
As an adult I have never been below 70kgs. My partner is around 70kgs naked and is approx 5ft 8 inches so with me being 5ft 3 inches myself, I think 62 would be a nice weight and we would look a good balance. Healthy weight range for my height is between 58kg and 64kg so even 60 or 61 kg would be great.
My next goal is to be below 80kg for xmas. There are four weeks before my work xmas party so if i can get to 80kg for that and then there is approx 7 weeks to xmas so if i was 78kg for xmas i would be estactic. That would be a 6kg loss in 6.5 weeks. worse case 3 kg loss in 6.5 weeks which would bring me down to around the 80kg mark.
I dream of having a nip and tuck too. I would love to have the following, starting from the top. Face lift, eyes, neck, forhead, fat taken out of the cheeks and teeth whitening. Chemical peel. Breast lift and lipo to the sides of breasts, arm lift, tummy tuck and lipo to the back and hips, thigh and minge bone lift.
I would say all up it would cost close to $50,000. I wish i had the money as I would be on the next flight to Malaysia to get it done through gorgeous getaways. My partner says he doesnt want a bride of frankenstein and that I can cover up the loose flesh with clothes, corsets etc. Well the same can be said with the scars. And at least i would feel better about myself.
Weight Loss - Diet Ticker
For me I started out at 104.5 kg around April 2008. I now weigh approx 83.7kg naked. I feel i have lost alot but still feel like the old fat me mentally. When i look at pictures of myself i can see how far I have come but on the other hand I can see how far I still have to go also. I would like to ideally be around 62kgs.
As an adult I have never been below 70kgs. My partner is around 70kgs naked and is approx 5ft 8 inches so with me being 5ft 3 inches myself, I think 62 would be a nice weight and we would look a good balance. Healthy weight range for my height is between 58kg and 64kg so even 60 or 61 kg would be great.
My next goal is to be below 80kg for xmas. There are four weeks before my work xmas party so if i can get to 80kg for that and then there is approx 7 weeks to xmas so if i was 78kg for xmas i would be estactic. That would be a 6kg loss in 6.5 weeks. worse case 3 kg loss in 6.5 weeks which would bring me down to around the 80kg mark.
I dream of having a nip and tuck too. I would love to have the following, starting from the top. Face lift, eyes, neck, forhead, fat taken out of the cheeks and teeth whitening. Chemical peel. Breast lift and lipo to the sides of breasts, arm lift, tummy tuck and lipo to the back and hips, thigh and minge bone lift.
I would say all up it would cost close to $50,000. I wish i had the money as I would be on the next flight to Malaysia to get it done through gorgeous getaways. My partner says he doesnt want a bride of frankenstein and that I can cover up the loose flesh with clothes, corsets etc. Well the same can be said with the scars. And at least i would feel better about myself.
Weight Loss - Diet Ticker
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